Chewie!! @ChewieBoy@snooter.space

I will no longer be attending the VRC meetups due to causing to much discomfort. At least for the current moment.

I apologise for any discomfort I caused anyone and I hope they realize it was merely unintentional. As a neuro-divergent person, I deeply struggle with social interactions in person, and am always trying to improve.
Digital spaces obscure these communications further and can lead to horrible mistakes on my part.

Sorry everyone I tried my best! Again my sincerest apologies.

Wanna interact with me? I have some new rules!
Yes, this is neuro-divergent/disorder talk and it's important you know all of this.
A THREAD:

Femboye!
(Eye contact kinda)

(this will be updated with time)

Why we are small private server:

1)Due to server subscription limits, I cannot afford any more users on snooter.space at this time. If I could have more people or afford it, I would!!! Unfortunately this is about what I can do.

2)Trying to excape growing too big. We escaped the snouts downfall and wanted a smaller home with less conflict. The larger the community the less selective we can be with our fedi.

Thank you!

Oh Humbug, I forgot to do an introduction post over here!

Hi my name is Taffi / Chewie. I'm the main wondergoof of snooter.space!!

Basic things you should know:
-I'm gay (Bisexual, but currently homoromantic)
-I'm puppy
-I'm a huge fan of mawpaws... And multi.
-I love hugs
-My account is an anon AD, Taffi is my persona here!!

I do have locked followers but don't be shy to request a follow. You might be accepted!!

I'll continue this into a follower only thread below!!!

Fuck standard generations...
Let's determine age with what console released when you were young!

To all you Gay Dads out there!!
(ec)

"Running away is easy, it's the leaving that's hard"

Somewhere between Twink and Femboy, with no nips or d*ck, unless required for fun.
Yeah.
That would be very good. 🥺

Imagine a cursed timeline where the furry fandom is based off of anthropomorphic pasta.
It would be cursed as fuck.

Haha, I'll never have that. :(

Same for like nips tho? Like, all smooth, body smooth. Please? Like that would be fantastic. Like unless I need em, let me vanish them? It would be really nice. Like really really nice. Thanks reality!!! You def will listen to that request :/

Not even joking this has been like a long time wish,
like for the longest time I just tucked because I wanted to be smooth and all the clothing companies were like:
NAH SHOW THE BULGE ALL THE TIME!!! YOU MUST!!!
🙄

Still identify as a cis-guy, but I gotta say, it would be damn epic if men could just vanish their d*ck when they ain't needing it... You know, just be smooth for a bit on command. It would be nice... Idk.

I wish **I** was worth something to someone! Hahahahahaha.

Haha, I wish my art was actually worth something to someone.

Haha, RSD is on a new level to be perfectly honest. I'm in physical pain all the time and like have zero trust in anything anymore.

I'm glad that people sent me hearts before, it lightens the burden but I'm having a really hard time trusting anything but that anxiety right now... Because the anxiety usually is right one way or another :(

When the reality of a situation is exactly the same your RSD anxiety told you it was gonna end up.... Is it RSD anxiety, or just f*cking signs that I'm an oracle or some sh*t?

I'm still on break. I still I'll feel all messed up inside. ;_;

Can you just... DM me a heart or something if you still like me.... I can't even tell who wants me in their life anymore.

I want the warmth back... Its just never coming back.

I've lost everyone.
I've lost a grip on what's real and fake...
I just expect the worse.
Why would I expect any better?

....me until I get better.
Why stay?

My body is cold, and gestures of human connection don't work anymore. They feel hollow, I sit an await the worst.
It hurts to feel empty like this, to not feel the warmth of someone else... that warmth so longer exists.
Friendly communication bears sharp teeth, a revolation that it too, was fake...

And if it was real:
I cannot tell.
I just sit and wait now for the inevitable heartache.

I'm just broken.

Everything feels fake. Things don't feel ready anymore. Everything has lost its glue.
It's like a big Lego set, a big guilded facade, that's about to crumble yet again... Like it continues to.
It just keeps crumbling...
Reality seems so far away these days. I wonder how far gone I am from it.

Hugs and affection, only feel cold these days... Like a thing you do out of obligation to people like me.
They say things will get better but they don't... And they won't be with.....

Often isn't good enough.

I've been feeling more and more alone than I ever have. I've reached out to therapy... I'm seriously trying my best, and it seems that my best will never be enough unfortunately.
Maybe I just need to isolate myself. Maybe I need to stop trying and realize that my place, is out of anyone's way.
I have never wanted to bother anyone. I just wanted to make people's lives better, but I can't seem to do that.
I'm incapable, and maybe I should stop trying and leave