Sometimes I wanna run away and never be seen again by society,
Just so I can never have the fear of people leaving me, or rejecting me anymore.
I'm so sick of these thoughts in my head telling me I'm worthless to them.
I hate this.
Why can't I see their love and affection and appreciate it before they go.

Did they even love me to begin with?
Everything feels so fabricated.
That, people only stick around because I said hi and they got dragged in by their heels.