I will no longer be attending the VRC meetups due to causing to much discomfort. At least for the current moment.
I apologise for any discomfort I caused anyone and I hope they realize it was merely unintentional. As a neuro-divergent person, I deeply struggle with social interactions in person, and am always trying to improve.
Digital spaces obscure these communications further and can lead to horrible mistakes on my part.
Sorry everyone I tried my best! Again my sincerest apologies.