I feel too bad to be on VRChat, I haven't been in in so long, I don't want accidentally hurt someone with my presence and by mistake again....
Ever since I was banned from the main meetups I haven't been able to get myself online at all :(
It just doesn't feel safe or right for me to be in there anymore. :(
All I do is hurt people by mistake and I'm probably never going to feel fully comfortable in that game again.
I don't even feel comfortable here half the time.
Nobody is gonna read this,
Nobody is gonna want to read this.
But I guess that's fine.
Nobody wanted me there in the first place because;
I'm always gonna be an outcast.
I'm always going to hurt people by mistake.
And nobody wants to live with someone like me in their lives.
I'm just a fucking burden.