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@Zest gender cards, a new and wonderful take on the tarot tradition!
@kobi_lacroix mood.
@Gumby jeez. *Hugs*
Mh--------, RSD triggering
I'm sorry for posting this.
I'm sorry.
Please don't leave.
I'm sorry.
.....
@kobi_lacroix my life in toot format
Mh--------, RSD triggering
I keep pushing people away.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm like this.
I'm sorry
Mh--------, RSD triggering
My body may be in the present,
But my mind is in the future.
Alone,
Alone,
Alone.
Mh--------, RSD triggering
Recently these thoughts have been very hard and soon I'm going to have to reach out to a therapist.
They are so hard to live with. I feel like my heart is a blender chopping up my insides.
It's always asking,
Why are you never good enough?
Mh--------, RSD triggering
Sometimes I wanna run away and never be seen again by society,
Just so I can never have the fear of people leaving me, or rejecting me anymore.
I'm so sick of these thoughts in my head telling me I'm worthless to them.
I hate this.
Why can't I see their love and affection and appreciate it before they go.
Did they even love me to begin with?
Everything feels so fabricated.
That, people only stick around because I said hi and they got dragged in by their heels.
Mh-
Not to mention, just yet another annoyance.
I should really just stop trying.
Nobody wants to bother cause all I do is be that bother.
Shy But Good Doggo! π
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