Chewie!! @ChewieBoy@snooter.space

Break down gender expectations! They don't mean crap! Do you!

@Zest gender cards, a new and wonderful take on the tarot tradition!

Fuck your expectations toxic masculinity!!!

👏Boys 👏 can 👏 be 👏 as 👏 feminine 👏as 👏 they 👏 fucking👏 want👏 to 👏 be!!!👏

#whenyougotomessagesomeoneandjustdont

@kobi_lacroix mood.

RSD and prolonged social isolation does not blend at all.
I haven't seen one of my best friends in over a year and a half.
It hurts.

I'm sorry.

I wish I could cry.

I'm sorry for posting this.
I'm sorry.
Please don't leave.
I'm sorry.
.....

@kobi_lacroix my life in toot format

I keep pushing people away.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm like this.
I'm sorry

I'm sorry...

I'm messing up again.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

My body may be in the present,
But my mind is in the future.
Alone,
Alone,
Alone.

Recently these thoughts have been very hard and soon I'm going to have to reach out to a therapist.

They are so hard to live with. I feel like my heart is a blender chopping up my insides.

It's always asking,
Why are you never good enough?

Sometimes I wanna run away and never be seen again by society,
Just so I can never have the fear of people leaving me, or rejecting me anymore.
I'm so sick of these thoughts in my head telling me I'm worthless to them.
I hate this.
Why can't I see their love and affection and appreciate it before they go.

Did they even love me to begin with?
Everything feels so fabricated.
That, people only stick around because I said hi and they got dragged in by their heels.

Not to mention, just yet another annoyance.
I should really just stop trying.
Nobody wants to bother cause all I do is be that bother.

Annnnd now I feel like a failure again!!!! Woo hoo!!!