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Demi-sexual musing... Sorry 

Sorry for clogging everyone's feed... I'm just really trying to figure this out... And I just really don't wanna go through this alone.

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Demi-sexual musing... 

Am I just... Afraid?
I don't think so...
....
This keeps eating at me.

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Demi-sexual musing... 

I prefer to feel the situation but not see it....
Like... Some irl stuff still is wayyy too much for me. Even when I did trust someone it was hard to not freak out a little. I liked being there but still....

Idk. I feel weird, and I still feel really alone in this.

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Demi-sexual musing... 

Like I'm attracted to people.... But like I'm absolutely sex repulsed until I know them for a LONG TIME. like we are talking years and years of trust.

And I have to be some sort of ace, because that repulsion applies to many things... The more realistic a sexual thing is, the more of a repulsion I have. I often find myself attracted to fictional characters / situations, but IRL porn and sex is just a nightmare unless I know them... And even in irl encounters....

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Demi-sexual musing... 

People say I'm probably demi.... But I just still don't think that fits.... Every internet definition goes like this:
"Someone who is demi-sexual, is only sexually attracted after an emotional bond is formed"...
But for me it's more like:
I feel sexual attraction out of the gate, but I'm sex repulsed until I know them better. The sexual attraction can happen at any time, without a bond, but the actual act can only, and will only occur if I'm comfortable with that person...

Lgbtq labels, insecurity around it all... 

When you wanna use a label but you don't wanna invalidate anyone else because you still kinda break the "rules" of that label.

Sexuality thoughts again 

HHHHHHMMMMMMMMM

I'm gay, your gay, they gay, we all gay!!!

Reminder:
It is your legal obligation the be gay this month, no exceptions.

Mh- 

And the depression just hit. Really hard.

Dumb shitpost, drum joke. 

Me:*Sees bongo drum*
My brain: Don't say it, don't you dare!!
Me: I'd tap you any day.

@zauberin
You know, I often think of your character up on a super massive throne, but that huge throne but has an extremely tiny throne on it that actually fits you. Hehe

Loads my hug gun...
A gun that fires hugs at people.

That's right: *Hug life*

Mh-, society-, queer expression- 

My family is supportive but like.... Still... Ingrained social pressure makes me mortified.

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Mh-, society-, queer expression- 

Kinda fucked up that I've wanted to wear thigh highs for over 6 years now, and have never even once done so out of fear of my family finding them in my room.

Heteronormativity sucks.

Unpopular opinion 

I'm sorry but stand up comedy is not a place for you to air your every single sexual fustration... Fine, do a small bit about it, but MOVE ON.

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Unpopular opinion 

I do not need to know about that last sexual encounter that you had, it's not funny, it's just weird to include in a bit about something completely unrelated.

Like I just saw a guy who talked about hiking, and then made it about sex 75%+ the entire bit. And you know what?
The sex part was uncomfortable. The entire time.

Jeez

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Unpopular opinion 

If you are a comedian, and half or more of your jokes are about your sex life, you are not funny. You are just being gross and uncomfortable.

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